i’m afraid that if someone else get your attention, you’ll ignore me. i’m afraid that if we do the same things all the time, you’ll get bored of us. i’m afraid that if you see me all the time, you’ll get sick of me. i’m afraid that if you talk to me all the time, you’ll run out of things to say. i just wanna feel important in someone’s life. i just want someone who will always be there for me when i need them. is that too much i ask for? i’m only jealous because i’m afraid to lose you. but you never care. you never care about my existence. i know you’ll never read this but if one day i’m gonna stop loving you, please don’t ask me why.

-Fatin Faizal (28 May 2012)

strawberrytelle:

This time, I’ll be the one to hurt you, make sure I lose connections with you and have you cry at night. I won’t be the one in pain, i won’t be the one losing sleep, and ultimately, I won’t be the one to get hurt anymore. Let’s see how much of this you can take because when you did it to me, I took so much of it. You don’t realize how much it hurts till you experience it.

(Source: euniceepark)